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August 24, 2005

It's been an odd last two weeks to say the least. Ups and downs -- all probably written behind here, and, if not, then 'not' for a reason... afterall somethings probably don't need to be splatterd on the internet. Anyway, it's becoming increasingly hard to struggle everyday to not quit school and pack up and move and go somewhere else. Today, I had resolved I would *definitely* stay, but not I'm here, in limbo. A game of limbo where you are strapped to a plate of razor blades and then rolled under a poll instead of walking under it. Yeah, I'm being dramatic, but that's the point, right? I have the supreme hosting package that includes hyperbole... other ups, other downs, but, again I can keep some things to myself... I basically unsuccessfully tried to convey my current state of mind this afternoon onto some piece of musical equipment and it didn't work :). It of course was quite cleansing, just didn't yield anything ultimately palpable, but that's ok... this way anything I come up with is between me, the walls, and the bugs scurrying about in the vacant upstairs room... no Hamptons for labor day unfortunately, I found that out today. I'm sure something will pop up, until then I'll be labor day plans shopping ... and at that, I'm off to bed, with none other than mr. matranga to help me get to sleep. He also provides excellent shower music -- I found that out today -- though I should probably keep shower and sleep songs separate for obvious reasons.



Posted by jeff at August 24, 2005 01:19 AM